throwing all the shit out

It`s a really confusing situation.
Tears are ready to come out any second.
Master, you have told me we have to be free to fell and not to hide, but it really hurts to see how you can waste your time with something that maybe wont have a desirable result. It makes me sad to see you sad even when I have the power for not letting things affecting me. When it comes to you its almost imposible not to let them affect me. I`v felt how you fell when Im down.
Maybe, and for sure, you know how you solve your own problems.
I just keep going round mine with the stinguishing -but still alive- hope that maybe someday I will go trough them.
We, mortals, can´t stop going around them. It´s allways about love or money, an opposite, two pole way to find happines. Feelling or having. Sharing or keeping. You´v already chosen yours, and its not keeping at all.
That´s why I love you.


Namasté to all of you.

I forgot, someone from the US said hi in a previous post. I read your blog, its good but there are things that where to heavy - long and a little bit boring ( i had to say it)- to me to continue reading. Im not a blog critic so dont bother my opinnion, continue finding yourself as I am.