viernes, octubre 28, 2005

My dark side...

It has been told that accepting your problems is the first step to solve them. This is really embarrasing to me to say but its the only way im gonna face it, so here it goes:
I`m addicted to web porn, yes, I`m addicted to web porn, - Now I´m thinking if I will post this.
I justa cant have a minute of solitude in front a pc with internet connection cause there I am looking for porn.
The worst thing is that it has been a difficult process. It started long time ago when I was a little kid. I begun with magazines, -yes, there`s people who sell adult magazines to 13 y/o kids-, then a friend invited me and some other freinds to watch porn videos at his house -that`s so gay-, and then I discovered the market of desires -the internet- Dammit.
So, the process started again, first were the naked images, then the sex images, then the GIF´s sex images and then the videos. For worst, someone invented Kazaa. I allways say "Im gonna un-insatll it", but then Madonna -or Shakira, or Norah Jones or someone else- releases an album.
Sexuality has allways been a problem to me and to lot of people and I think the problem is the forbidness that cultur has created arround it. Im sure there would be less people addictet to things if parents wouldn´t forbbid. Nowadays I still bug my nose - Maybe thats why its so big-, see?. Stop eating candy - I would kill, really kill, to be on Charlie´s Chocolate factory, its a miracle I dont have any diabetes-. Cut your hair - sorry Rapunzel, but Im gonna beat you.
We have to admitt we like every forbidden
thing. I love the sinphonic version of "Persiana americana"- a song about a voyerist guy. It makes me feel naugthy.
Ok, I decided to post this article, but I wont translate it. Maybe Later, Im bussy rigth now -yeah, rigth-.

Meanwhile, thing about it.

Namsaté.

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