Such a setback -translation from yesterday´s post-

Hi, mi name is Diego and I have to admit my I´m not completely coherent with what I think.

Everyone: hi diego.

It´s true, lot of times the image we show to other people is completely different of what we thinhk. Ok, Im not that bad, but there are sometimes i do. the past years I have got a lot of information that gave my life a 180 degrees turn and the people close to me are withnesses of that change. or at least thats what angie (Kiss) has told me and my mothers family it still hysterical (kiss, too).
Haven´t you noticed tha the things we normaly hate are a reflection of something we would like to be, to do or even worst, we already are, but we denny it?
Come on, think about it, we say: "look ata that fat lady, How can she eat so much?"; what we really wanto to say its: Yummy, it would be perfect if I could eat like her and not to ge fat...Or to get fat but not having people talking about me", or we can say: "that girl is so sluty, she dresses like that to call everyones attention", That means: "I wish that people would look at me as her", or we can say: "¿why taking so much care about yourself, look at me, I dont do anything and Im just fine", which means: "Maybe I should quitting smoking so I can get to a seventh floor without having a choke". I dont mean we have to fallow this people behaviors, after all they already exist and imitating is not the best way, but it would be cool if we get to Know that they grown up in completely different contexts and their world visions era not like ours.
In my particular case, I lok to promote expression and thinking freedom. I consider that it has been a particular process and maybe I haven´t got the gutts to tell every thing what I would like to say with words, nowadays I express them a little bit more with my actions. Years ago I was so repressed, it was so bad. We don´t owe nothing to anybody, not even who "gave us life", we dont have to resolve life to our paretns for making us that "favor".
On the other hand, colombian Atlantic coast society, in general, is so outdated, I mean, why everything involved with China has to be evil? Picachu is not evil for Crhist sakes.
And if we analize that theory, if they talk about something evilness, the are accapting they evil too, dont you think?
I dont mean we all have to be saints, if we are humans we have the option to explore thousand paths to visualize who we are, we all have a bad side inside, the goal is to find it, to know it and learning how to live with it. That´s pure Lao tse.
I guess thas every thing I have to say.
Sorry i wont write anything tonight, fridays are for yoga.

Namasté.


Lo siento pero hoy en la noche no puedo escribir nada, mis viernes son de yoga.